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15th-Jan-2020 12:09 pm(no subject)
Sernando with a touch of pink


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Sernando with a touch of pink

Title: Maybe together we can get somewhere part 1/?.
Rating:
pg-13.
Fandom: Football rps (au).
Warnings: Nothing.
Pairing(s): Fernando Torres/Sergio Ramos.
Word count: 2600.
Summary: Fernando and Sergio make a decision: Leave tonight or live and die this way.
Disclaimer: All make belief.
Notes: Inspiration is obviously taken from Tracy Chapman’s song “Fast Car” which is pure perfection. For the longest time this story has been making appearances in my head, but never long enough for me to write it down. Now however, if has finally stopped running and I was able to sit down and write it out. This will probably be in three parts, though my intention was to only make it a single one shot. Creativity just got the best of me, I suppose.
Charades are in the works. I know where I want to take it, and I have a few chapters done, it seems as though it might be longer then the original six. Will see.
As usual, this fic, like all of my other ones are unbetaed, so I apologise for any horrendous mistakes. I'm really bad with time, which you might notice.
I hope you guys like this, and that you enjoy reading it. Comments are love and they make my day.



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7th-Jan-2011 09:11 pm - Fan Fiction: Charades - Part Tres
Nando being his cute self

Title: Charades (3/6?).
Author: falafhel
Rating: Pg-17, to be, you know, sure. But pretty mild as of now.
Fandom: Football rps (au).
Warnings: It’s a bit angsty, maybe? And the word fuck is tossed around a few times...
Pairing(s): Fernando Torres/Sergio Ramos, Fernando Torres/Olalla, mention of Iker Casillas and Cesc Fábregas (because I just love them too damn much), as well as Navas and Piqué.
Word count: Around 1700.
Summary: I'm not sure if it actually has a plot. But things get complicated between Fernando and Sergio when Fernando suddenly gets a girlfriend.
Disclaimer: Oh, these words, these words. I ache and I wish for these words. For these words to be true.
Notes: Sorry for the late update, but I've been super swamped by essay. Also everytime I tried to write more on this story, something else made its way into my head. And as you probably can see, I made a header. Well, actually I made it during the summer, when this sory first came into my head. I kinda messed it but, I am lazy and cannot be bothered to redo it.
 


Link to previous chapters can be found here


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1st-Nov-2010 01:33 pm - Homophobia and Football
Bitchface
Tumblr can be serious sometimes.

Germany's Gay Soccer Players Stuck Firmly in the Closet
redcardhomophobia:
17.01.2007
Politicians, pop stars and artists coming out of the closet hardly raise eyebrows in Germany. But it’s an entirely different ballgame on the soccer field, where being openly gay remains strictly taboo.
German professional soccer hasn’t seen a gay player to date. At least not officially. That isn’t because there aren’t any, but because they’ve decided keeping their sexuality hidden is preferable to the career-ending scorn, ridicule and even physical danger they would face if they came out of the closet.

That was the bottom line of a cover story by the popular German soccer magazine RUND last month which interviewed players who kept their homosexuality tightly under wraps.    

Soccer is still unbelievably backward when it comes to homosexuality. Gays on the pitch remain a huge taboo,” said Rainer Schäfer, chief editor at RUND, who spent two years researching the topic and winning the trust of two gay players in the two highest German soccer leagues. They eventually agreed to tell their stories provided they remained anonymous.

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This makes me really upset. Homophobia just makes me down right angry. Because why shouldn’t people be able to love and be with who ever they choose? Why do only certain people get that opportunity? Where is the fairness in that? People are people no matter their skin colour or sexuality.
And I just don’t understand how people just cannot understand that. How they can say it’s wrong. It makes me feel sick. And football is such a beautiful game, it should not create these horrible prisons for people who just want to play the game they love so much. They shouldn’t have to choose. Because in the end, none of the choices are going to bring happiness.

And I love Red Card Homophobia because it creates awareness. Because there isn't enough about it. I'm doing a module, or s course in Football and Society, and I have nothing on sexuality/homophobia within football. And I just find that so strange, because surely, surely, it's a topic of interest, no? Because surely, it's something that needs to be confronted? With football having all this power, the fact that being gay is not excepted sends out a message to the world.

and I think maybe. Perhaps even. That I might want to work with something related to this.
 

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Sernando with a touch of pink

Title: Christmas.
Rating:
pg-13.
Fandom: Football rps (au).
Warnings: Nothing.
Pairing(s): Fernando Torres/Sergio Ramos.
Word count: 505.
Summary: Just a try at making a cute gift exchange happen between Sergio & Fernando.
Disclaimer: All make belief.
Notes: Just something really silly that jumped into my head and I decided to go for it. Um, it’s set during Fernando & Sergio: The Early Years. Before anything happened between them for real. And can be looked upon as being set uring the years before by Charades fic takes place...

 

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15th-Oct-2010 01:55 pm - Fan Fiction: Charades - Part Uno
Ramos&Torres
Title: Charades (1/6?).
Author: falafhel
Rating: Pg-17, to be, you know, sure.
Fandom: Football rps (au).
Warnings: It’s a bit angsty, maybe? And the word fuck is tossed around a few times...
Pairing(s): Fernando Torres/Sergio Ramos, mention of Iker Casillas and Cesc Fábregas (because I just love them too damn much), as well as Navas and Piqué.
Word count: Around 746.
Disclaimer: I wish I had Nando as my personal plaything, but I don’t and unless I’ve suddenly become psychic, this is all seriously untrue.
Notes: Okay, this is my first, first, try at a chaptered story, so please don’t run away and hide! I don't think it the best ever, at least not this part, hopefully the rest of it is better. Its unbetaed, which freaks me out as usual, so please be gentle and understanding. I think it’s... eh... noticeable. But I hope you like it none the less! And comments are appreciated and very much loved. :)


 

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14th-Oct-2010 10:03 pm(no subject)
Ramos&Torres

Title: Fucked Up.
Author:
Rating: pg-13.
Fandom: Football rps (au).
Warnings: Use of the word fuck.
Pairing(s): Fernando Torres/Sergio Ramos, implied Sergio/OC.
Word count: 258.
Disclaimer: All make belief.
Notes: Just a little drabble that came into my head as I was trying to write one of my many important essays. Obviously, I just had to write this one out. And, as always, I hope you enjoy it!

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23rd-Sep-2010 03:16 am(no subject)
Sernando with a touch of pink

Title: Sleeping To Dream
Author: falafhel 
Rating: Pg-13.
Fandom: Football rps (au).
Warnings: Character death implied.
Pairing(s): Fernando Torres/Sergio Ramos.
Word count: 535.
Disclaimer: In my head it’s going down. In my head.
Notes: Sometimes I think Jason Mraz is the love of my life, at least music-wise. Listened to “Sleeping To Dream” and this story was created. It's my first time posting here, so I'm a bit nervous about it all. Also, it's un-betaed, which freaks me out. So I'm really sorry for any horrendous mistakes that might pop up!
Anyway, hope you enjoy it!

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23rd-Sep-2010 03:05 am(no subject)
Sernando with a touch of pink
Title: #056. Breakfast.
Author: falafhel
Rating: Pg-13.
Fandom: Football rps (au).
Warnings: Um, nothing, I think.
Pairing(s): Fernando Torres/Sergio Ramos and unknown Spain NT player.
Word count: 236.
Disclaimer: None of this has ever happened outside of my head.
Notes: Like always I planned for something else entirely, but this is what came out of my head and fingers as I started typing. It's pretty short, but I hope you enjoy it none the less. And that you are having an awesome time during this lead up to the holidays. Comments are love! (also, it would be fun if you told me who you think the unknown Spain NT player is)

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22nd-Sep-2010 01:05 pm - Fan Fiction: Charades - Part Seis
Sernando by Sergio Ramos
Title: Charades (6/10).
Author: falafhel .
Rating: Pg-17, to be, you know, sure. But pretty mild as of always.
Fandom: Football rps (au).
Pairing(s): Fernando Torres/Sergio Ramos, Fernando Torres/Olalla Domínguez.
Disclaimer: I think I made it up in my head.
Link to previous chapters can be found here.
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